"Fine art is that in which the hand, the head, and the heart of man go together. " ~John Ruskin

Today was a really good day. I can't help but notice that it is Thursday. I tell you....there's just something about them.


I also wanted to share these images with you.

This first image is one I took awhile ago when I was first learning about the zone system - the system that perfects black and white photography. I returned to the image about a year later when I was given the assignment to make a digital image for a platinum print. I scanned in the negative b/c I remembered liking it and thought it'd be a good choice.  But as I looked at it with eyes made fresh for no other reason than that time had passed, it seemed to be.....lacking.

So I did what you see to your right.  I've been told I'm a modernist because I like to do things like this to my images. I can't help myself. I do think this second one is a much more interesting image. Don't get me wrong, I love the one above. I remember shooting it, it took about 2 hours (sometimes when there's that much frustration involved you're destined to love it if it even remotely turns out...the hard thing is being able to tell if that's why you love it or if it really did turn out well).  But then I did this to add interest.  I don't know what others think about the comparison.  I know a lot of people struggle with enjoying abstract images so I would assume maybe not a lot of people in the general public like it. As for myself, I think I love abstract art because it's all about what you feel (for me).  I definitely create based on what I feel. I love to massage an image making minute changes here and there till it just.......feels right. 

I didn't mean to be a modernist. Although, I'm not an elitist. I see why modernism in art ended and post-modernism needed to begin. I think it was a good thing based on where modernism ended up. I enjoy many art forms and in fact, that's been one of the most interesting aspects, for myself, of becoming an artist. (I say 'become' because I don't feel it was on the very edge of my personhood like it is for so many others. It seems they feel like they have no other way of living but by and through art. I highly esteem those people....several of them were my classmates, and I have before even wished I were like that. However, I had to find it buried down a bit deeper) I loved to see that the kind of art that I most admired was not the kind that was most natural for me to create. By 'natural' I don't mean easy in the sense that there was no effort or even struggle but that it just seemed to make sense as I created. Rather interesting....

Giveaway

Remember this picture?



I have six (6) 5x7 prints of them. My graduating photo class did a print exchange for each other and there were 5 that I cut wrong...as in not centered....an oops that is not uncommon to myself. The picture itself is unscathed...it's just got a 1/4" margin on one side and 3/4" margin on the other. The good news is that if anyone wants one of these oopses all you have to do is comment on this blog. There is one (1) left over that is perfectly cut so the first person to respond gets that one.

To reiterate. I have six (6) of the above photograph that I would like to giveaway. If you want one, comment to let me know (if I don't see you on a regular basis leave your email address so I can get in touch with how to get it to you).

Thanks!

Bridal

Product Photography

These are from one of my classes.

We had to come up with an ad to sell an item. This is my lipstick ad:






These are just various individual products:

Cadbury?

So the other day, maybe a week ago, I was having a conversation about Easter candy. Who doesn't love Easter for its candy and who can talk about it without mentioning Cadbury eggs! Well, I know that Cadbury is a brand of chocolate however, to me their name is summed up in their greatest creation.....THE Cadbury Egg.

The kind that does this:

The kind that is so delectably sweet that it takes the whole month to eat a pack of four! This to me IS Cadbury.

Well, there is another Easter treat that I thoroughly enjoy; one I can eat more regularly while building up gusto to eat another.....Cadbury egg. So it was this treat that I was trying to explain in this conversation about Easter candy. For the life of me I could not remember what they were called! The fellow in the conversation responded to my description "you mean cadbury eggs." It wasn't a question, he knew. Oh dear, he misunderstood, was my thought. We had just discussed Cadbury eggs....THE Cadbury and no that's not it. I'll try to explain it again. Again he said, "cadbury eggs?" (In hindsight I can't help but wonder if the dubious tone was not to indicate a quesiton, but instead was insinuating that my ability to accept answers is quite questionable.) I sought help from others who were more or less in this conversation and no one replied. I was left to wonder to myself....what is that blasted candy called!?!

I felt more or less like a stumblebum when I was at the store a few days later and found my beloved candy! Indeed called Cadbury Eggs. Cadbury MINI Eggs to be exact and to somewhat defend myself (though it's a lame attempt and honestly, the joy of finding them and now eating them heavily outweighs the pinch of feeling like a stumblebum). In the end I still love Easter candy and especially Cadbury eggs....in all their forms!

Not a day for eggs

This is what happened to my egg this morning. The one I cooked to replace it burned b/c I was preoccupied photographing this one. I've never heard of anyone burning their egg before.

Oh Yeah

Well this is what happens when I go through old pictures. I find ones that I had forgotten about and when I see again I say, "yeah....oh yeah."

I think I prefer dippin' dots

Aubrey I'm sorry it has been two months since I've blogged.....

Ever since I've graduated and have found myself with a plethora of time (in comparison to student life anyway) I have also found that it's a lot harder to get things done. Strange. By 'things' I of course I mean those that have no time line or deadline. Blogging is an excellent example. I have actually learned a lot of things since I've graduated which comes as quite the relief to me only b/c I loathe the day I stop learning. Here's a list of some things I've learned (most are along the lines of self discovery)

I work better with deadlines
I love visiting people
Eating three real meals a day is wonderful
The desire to wake up early and be productive is trumped every morning if I didn't go to bed early enough.
I don't like blackberries in my cereal or my yogurt
Just b/c I have the time doesn't make finding the time to cook any easier
I like to cook (which is a big deal!)
Yogurt with blueberries and walnuts is my new favorite snack
I can use my lip gloss as easily as I can a card to break into a certain place that sometimes requires breaking into (I promise I'm not breaking the law)
I cannot make hash browns from scratch
I like to have secret meetings with my friend under the table
There are people in the world who can do amazing juggling tricks
When I do my best and really care it makes a difference....it really is that simple sometimes
I very well may prefer dippin' dots to ice cream
I like to be busy even if it's busy with silly things
I like to have something homemade and sweet around (banana chocolate chip bread is my latest treat!)
I love yoga...who knew
I feel most fulfilled when I feel like people can open up to me....these are my favorite conversations
I love old movies (this is not a passing passion or temporary trend but a long lasting love!)
I like tangelos

I'd say that the months since my graduation have not been spent in vain one bit. I have liked the new challenge of trying to figure out how to have time. I'm still figuring it out but I can't help but wonder if anyone ever completely figures anything out.

Also, I feel I owe some pictures since it has been so long. These are old pictures from my editorial class last year. They are from the Hare Krishna Festival of Colors again last year.









(a reminder that these images are copyrighted)

The Rest of My Portraits

My Artists Statement: In today's society people are consistently taking pictures of each other. the people in these pictures usually are smiling in order to look their best or making a face to be funny. Rarely do these pictures capture the essence of the individual. Each one of us is so disparate from one another and complex in nature that I would argue it is impossible to capture the wholeness of anyone. However, there are aspects to all of us that hardly get seen. It was my goal to capture one of these aspects on film.

I used a large-format camera which is one I particularly enjoy. My subjects had to stay very very still while I did all the necessary calculations to taking a properly exposed photograph. To help them would they stare at an something directly in their line of vision. I believe that by concentrating on that one spot for an extended period of time allowed for the person to think instead of perform. They exposed a deeper aspect of who they are and that is what I sought to capture.

(This is not a terribly original idea...you don't have to search far into the history of photography to find masterpieces done along these lines. Nevertheless, it was a fun project for me to execute and I got to photograph a lot of my family which makes me happy. I greatly enjoyed the whole process.)

Dad

Mom


Jim

Heidi

Brandon

Arianne

Me

Christmas - A Season of Love

It has been a wonderful Christmas break. Partly because of the sale items on sale at Banana Republic, but mostly because of my family. I must note that there has been a ubiquitous void with my brother and sister-in-law missing but I guess Scotland can have them for a bit longer (a bit I said). But I will tell you this....along with it being a season of peace, kindness, giving, laughter, fun, games, and joy, love has reigned.

You see, my sister got married about 4.5 months ago and last Christmas this guy wasn't even an idea in my sister's head. Luckily, he found her and recognized her awe-inspiring nature and she his compelling heart. So it's been fun to see her so happy and them so in love. We are all more than willing to welcome him into our home for the holidays and into our lives forevermore.

But, you must also see that I have yet another sister. Sure, she loves us as much as we love her and so was excited to be home with us for Christmas. However, it was obvious that she missed her boy who consequently was across the nation at his home. Or so she thought. Instead he was in cahoots with my parents and showed up on our doorstep Christmas Eve not only to surprise her with his presence but with his great-grandmother's ring! Shock is an understatement. So is bliss. I'm overjoyed that he has noticed her distinguished essence and fallen in love with her. And she has noticed his warmhearted qualities and fallen in love with him. I'm glad that he likes our family for we sure like him and are delighted to have him as an everlasting addition.

Of course the break has been full of other happenings as well like sleep, yummy treats, and a lot of dirty marbles. All of which have been beyond wonderful. But I admit, next to my mother's annual peace reading (which nothing can trump), the witnessing of a union's first Christmas along with a match made perfect it is no wonder that the season of love has reigned.

Thursday

I don't have many favorites in the world, it's often too hard to pick one thing that stands out above the rest in any given category. However, with days of the week it's really easy. Thursday. I choose Thursday (this is, of course, with the understanding that Sunday stands on its own and isn't even really a 'day of the week' to me). It's actually been a really good week. I've been diligent in my personal studies, gone to the gym multiple times, been productive with my time and am actually feeling hopeful about getting everything done, and even have plans to play a bit (yes Dad, I am allowing time to play). Now if I could only work on my grad apps....then it will be a miraculous week.

I've also done some more film portraits. I'm really enjoying this project and think that they're turning out well. I'll explain more about the purpose of this project later....maybe on another Thursday.


> Annie Pence


> James Ballard

> Aaron Hatch

More Recent Work

These are more images from the project I explained in an earlier post. I still don't know what I'm doing exactly, but I do like these images. I've been talking to another art professor here named Hagen Haltern who also does abstract pieces only through other mediums. To look at his art is to escape the present moment,or perhaps escape everything else but the present moment. Either way, there is some kind of reaction, something more than a 'hey neat' response. So we've been talking a lot about symbolism and the purpose of art and what is beauty and I think I'm starting to understand. Starting. (I want to share more about what I'm learning from him, but I'll save that for another post.) Of one thing I'm sure, this type of application does not come about in one single piece. It's achieved through a process and maybe one day will be culminated in a grand masterpiece or maybe it will slowly seep through waxing and waning which itself will relate much to life. I think the latter is more likely which is good because I think I prefer it anyway. Though, the semester is drawing to an end and I don't know what will happen next...

Random Thoughts and Some Pictures

The most wonderful thing happened the other day. First, I should set up a bit of context. I aspire to be like my sister-in-law who loves cooking and seems to know all the secrets. A love for cooking is not innate within me and because of this I'm afraid that there are some basics that I simply don't know. And now we're back to my most wonderful experience. I was at the store with my roommate buying ingredients for spaghetti when I went over to pick some ground beef to put in my sauce. I started voicing my frustration to my roommate about how all I wanted was some beef and how am I supposed to know which kind of all the choices they offer is the best? Then, this kind young lady who was standing next to me said, "Excuse me, but I happen to be a nutrition major and we actually just learned that round is the best cut of beef to buy." Oh! Thank you! Wouldn't it be wonderful if every time you didn't know something there was someone by your side to say, "Excuse me, but I happen to be an expert on...."

I saw two darling little sisters walking together and the younger one, about 6 years old, said to her older sister, "I like holding your hand. Your hand makes my body feel warm." Made me smile.

Being surprised with flowers from a good friend also makes me smile.

I like shooting film, though I don't do it often. Here are some older pictures that I finally scanned into the computer. I am working on doing more portraits with 4x5 film so hopefully you'll see more recent film work soon.